Myself on Fire

It's been a few months and I'm still Standing where you left, standing where you left me Never felt worthless I don't think this pain in my chest will ever go away I have sacrificed everything I have for everything I am Trying way too hard to scream loud enough to be taken seriously Please just forgive me, I'm sorry that I set myself on fire so you'd stay to fan the flames Never meant to lose you It's safe to say that I knew that's what you Needed me to do That's what you needed me to do We painted the wall of your bedroom a color I can't stop seeing in my sleep Everybody leaves me Everybody sees that I'm not the man they thought I was Take me or leave me I don't want to be a person that I am not proud of Please just forgive me, I'm sorry that I set myself on fire so you'd stay to fan the flames Never meant to lose you But it's safe to say that I knew that's what you Needed me to do That's what you needed me to do You can take it out on me It doesn't matter if I can't sleep Don't give me sympathy Cus I don't deserve it, no I don't deserve it I don't deserve it, no I don't deserve it No, I don't deserve it Please just forgive me, I'm sorry that I set myself on fire so you'd stay to fan the flames Never meant to lose you But it's safe to say that I knew that's what you Needed me to do That's what you needed me to do