Girl With Headphones

All day long I hope it's over Headphones on Keep my composure What I choke down Is piling up Dirty laundry Empty cups Hate that I feel this way Anxious from yesterday Worried about tomorrow Nowhere I go feels safe So I'm on another train Wonder if I'll ever feel the way that I used to I wanna be okay even if I had to lose you If life is a pattern, pulling my hand I'm ready to be on the opposite end From the window seat, I feel so out of control So I'll be the girl with the headphones on Up in the air, always waiting to land Drowning out the noise till I'm happy again Go for a walk I get some space It feels like that's all that I do these days Until I hit A dead end street And then it all plays on repeat I scream Hate that I feel this way Anxious from yesterday Worried about tomorrow Nowhere I go feels safe So I'm on another plane Wonder if I'll ever feel the way that I used to I wanna be okay even if I had to lose you If life is a pattern, pulling my hand I'm ready to be on the opposite end From the window seat, I feel so out of control So I'll be the girl with the headphones on Up in the air, always waiting to land Drowning out the noise till I'm happy again And maybe one day I'll call it hindsight I keep a straight face but I'm dying inside I'm really good at keeping busy You'd never know I'm feeling dizzy Wonder if I'll ever feel the way that I used to I wanna be okay even if I had to lose you If life is a pattern, pulling my hand I'm ready to be on the opposite end From the window seat, I feel so out of control So I'll be the girl with the headphones on Up in the air, always waiting to land Drowning out the noise till I'm happy again