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I feel like your hostage, not your lover You don't undercovers, you only love me when you wake up Is it me, or am I not enough? Then you leave and I'm hollow Some days it gets so low, it has to be a way out It takes so long to get back home 'Cause I know we gotta fight, that's the way And I know that the love is gone It takes so long to get back home 'Cause I know we gotta fight, that's the way And I know that the love is gone I try to wipe all the tears away I don't know why I'm crying My heart's okay, I don't hurt so bad I'm just mourning the time that I lost I try to wipe all the tears away I don't know why I'm crying My heart's okay, I don't hurt so bad I'm just mourning the time that I lost Why'd you think I made the excuses to make words land like bruises? I'm so over the headaches Making love songs in six tapes Let's just cut the illusion 'Cause in this game, we're both losing And I know you don't want this It takes so long to get back home 'Cause I know we gotta fight, that's the way And I know that the love is gone I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space I count my blessings every day, that I was chosen I try to wipe all the tears away I don't know why I'm crying My heart's okay, I don't hurt so bad I'm just mourning the time that I lost