Nightmares

Would you like to die? I've been thinking, what if I'm cursed forever? I've been drinking, what if I'll never get better? Disassociating My soul is fading The walls are caving Am I worth saving? I relived inside a thousand times What if there isn't an afterlife? (Afterlife) Time can't heal me, the hourglass only lies What if I've lost the will to fight? Only my nightmares feel real They all tell me how I should feel Only my nightmares feel real They all tell me how I should feel Believe me, if I could I'd murder my memories 'Cause maybe then I could find what's left of me I relived inside a thousand times What if there isn't an afterlife? (Afterlife) Time can't heal me, the hourglass only lies What if I've lost the will to fight? Only my nightmares feel real They all tell me how I should feel Only my nightmares feel real They all tell me how I should feel No, please I beg of you I'll do anything Don't let the devil take me Would you like to die? Murder my memories I've been battered to pieces I've been waiting for this moment, coming from the source I'm so sick of this shit Mass destruction to my mind