Scars

All I ever wanted was a family not all this calamity, insanity Shuttin' off my phone because I'm panicking Everything is breaking I can handle it Nobody ever think's to check on me and what the damage is I could be the one to shoulder all the blame They all end up hatin' me it's all the same But I swear to god on my father's name you'll never break my mother fuckin heart again Last album I told you I would slaughter all of them Next album I'll tell you how the fuckin' slaughter went Until then it's safe to say that I'm in dire straights That's why I'm stayin' high whenever I'm awake, hey I been thinking about you lately knowing that you hate me But baby, I live in my mind goes crazy When I see you with that other ninja he ain't got the gravy He ain't really waiting baby he just perpetratin' And what's with up with all the photos y'all be takin' Think I ain't stalking your pages lookin' through the locations I wish I had him tied up inside my basement, scared and shaking Cause' if you don't love me (if you don't love me) Like I love you(like I love you) If you don't need me(if you don't need me) Anymore (anymore) Imma jus' I'm-I'm-I'm imma jus' I'm Imma jus' slit your new man's throat let him bleed out on my basement floor yo Nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah oh no I waking up at night with the shakes I'm dying awake I'm watching you with him and it's like knives in my back baby I don't know why I act crazy I'm trying to act calm Found his address Imma go there and wait for him I don't know his name but I developed a hate for him Best thing anyone can do is probably pray for him You were like a manifestation of some kind of great poem So, his life I'm fittin' to take from him So, his life I'm fittin' to take from him You were everything I wanted in a great woman I could walk up in his face and tell him say somethin And that pussy wouldn't say nothin Take him to the basement so he can't escape from me Break his legs with a hammer so he ain't runnin Slit his throat and leak the blood all over the place honey Shouldn't be laughing cause' it ain't funny That you don't love me (if you don't love me) Like I love you (like I love you) If you don't need me (if you don't need me) Anymore (anymore) Imma jus' I'm-I'm-I'm imma jus' I'm Imma jus' slit your new man's throat let him bleed out on my basement floor yo! Nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah oh no And you used to tell me I was so sweet Now you want to go and call the police Stay a hundred feet away from the house Cause' you don't feel safe with me around You know that I only want to be good You know I would kill him just to keep ya' I would slit his throat in a crime of passion If it meant another chance that I could have ya Said you don't like it when I talk like this And Have I been takin' all of my meds Every night I lie awake in my bed Thinkin' I'll be happy when that guy's dead Told him try something he ain't try shit He just folded up like a lil' bitch He don't want no part of this realness I just want him dead but the real is You don't love me (you don't love me) Like I love you (like I love you) If you don't need me (if you don't need me) Anymore(anymore) Then, Imma jus Im-Im-Im Ima jus Im - imma jus slit your new mans throat Let him bleed out on my basement floor, yo! Nah nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah nah oh no Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah If you don't love me (if you don't love me) Like I love you (like I love you) If you don't need me(if you don't need me) Anymore (anymore) Then, Ima just I'm-I'm I'm Imma jus' i'm Imma juss lit your new man's throat Let him bleed out on my basement floor, yo! Nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah oh no Nah nah nah nah nah oh no