Painted Clouds

Staring at the sky Looking god up in his eyes Angels all around me But the demons stay inside Dancing with the devil In the club I'm rolling dice Realize Devil still an angel Beauty never died Way above my head b*tch I be drowning in the sand Frayed strands Holding me together Wish I had a hand Please Head up in the sky With my mind higher it ascends The end I became what imagined I transcend Lately I see creatures shifting Voices in my head beat Call the one that shares my mind Myself in different memories Sipping wine I feel alive Ascend I shine in starry seas Palace so divine I exit Flashing lit them like a scene Run Run away Run in place I can't run away And I'm back where I started Must be a better way Innocence you're mixing it up Confused with ignorance Now I don't know where All my feelings went Where my feelings went Yeah Way above my head bitch I be drowning in the sand Frayed strands Holding me together Wish I had a hand Please Head up in the sky With my mind higher it ascends The end I became what imagined I transcend Sky full of stars Looking down They're already dead You're not your job or the voices You hear inside your head You don't have a name You don't have a personality You're just the observer Trying to set you free I saw a light and followed it Do you blame me for all of it I'm sorry that I left without a bye But I be tired of it Sigil in the night I abide Can you guide me right Everything's connected So it matters when the times right Throw me in the fire Let the embers float away Let the fates decide If I'm gonna go or stay Burn into the ground And feed the earth a bit of pain All that's left is smoke and ashes Hallowed be the day I saw Angels Kill my Friends and I saw God pretend He caring