Dear Fans

Survivors guilt but I'm still drowning, hmm Lift everybody up but they still doubt me, hmm Fake niggas always come around me, hmm Hate feeling lonely but I like to be alone I go home and then my home don't feel like home no more They throwing stones but then them stones don't break my bones no more I just wanna get some money I just wanna feed my family I don't even get offended when these niggas come and doubt me Come and clown me, come around me, but they really not my friends Got me all up in my feelings, got me crying on the 'Gram 'Cause I thought that they was fam Transparent with the fans Yeah, I know it's God's plan What it's like to be a man, they don't understand Who rides for me? It's hard to see It's got a hold on me but I think it's time to keep it real I need someone to understand Don't care about money or the fame Wanna be loved for who I am Sometimes I think I'm losing faith Keep getting closer to the edge I keep my head up to the sky Wanna be loved for who I am Oh yeah, oh yeah It feels like I be needing therapy I talk to God sometimes, I wonder if he hearing me I don't need no friends, I got my family, they gon' ride or die Don't need no hoe, got my lil boy, I'll work a nine to five Lord knows I smile, but I still cry inside Lord knows they try, but they can't take my pride Lord knows I be hiding what I feel inside Yeah, I'm tired but I'm trying I think it's time to keep it real I need someone to understand Don't care about money or the fame Wanna be loved for who I am Sometimes I think I'm losing faith Keep getting closer to the edge I keep my head up to the sky Wanna be loved for who I am Oh yeah, oh yeah