Best I Can

Too much time to think And figure out If I'm caving in Or I'm freaking out Kept it all together until now Maybe I was wrong Maybe I was wrong (I can't take this pre-) Maybe I was wrong (I can't take this pre-) Maybe I was wrong Honor the deal Cut me some slack I'm trying I'm trying Best I can Honor the deal Cut me some slack I'm trying I'm trying Best I can Best I can Smile for the cameras The moment fades away I can't take this pressure But I'll carry all your weight Nothing lasts forever Words I used to pray Write it in a letter As I'm tearing up the page I can't play the victim Of my insecurities I don't deserve forgiveness I just want To say That I'm So sorry