Save Yourself

I'm just a symphony Of love and agony My time is ticking And I can't help but worry about the small things Like love You hurt me You don't love me I'm sorry I can't think clearly My cloudy mind just leaves me With thoughts I'm just lonely Untangling what I couldn't see And you'll just leave me Say you're sorry I'm just drowning In this story My mom she left me Because I'm nobody Because I just grew up And I guess I'm not lonely enough And I'm still choking Throat is closing I'm still coping I'm still coping I've got some damage But I won't let go I've got some damage So you went off and left me alone And I still love you And what we went through And what we went through And I still love And I won't leave you if you love me the way I do But who am I kidding I'd never follow through Cause I'm just the girl who can't finish what's already done Cause I'm hooked on all the small things And the small things matter too much And I love too easy A new obsession weekly Made up in my head And they're in love with others instead And ill wait for you Cause I adore you And what's not true Its nice to meet you Im stuck in this story Of pain and love and glory Rejections my fate And I just can't handle the weight On my shoulders 'Til I'm older And Ill just crumble You're in trouble And ill just collapse While you fill in the gaps Of why I'm alone I guess you just should've known Ive got nothing Cause I'm too trusting Cause I'm too loving I guess that's something for me And I know I'm just fucked up but I'll try to be somewhat of a problematic love So you don't have to deal with above Save yourself from Our short term love All my problems That I'm not proud of I know I'm fucked up but I'll try to be somewhat of A damned dramatic love So you don't have to deal with above Save yourself from (save yourself from) Our short term love (our short term love) All my problems (all my problems) That I'm not proud of (that i'm not) So find yourself some company Anyone, anyone but me