Really Matters

I pray you bet the bank on me Nothing like a hope and dream Shot down reality shattered on the concrete I lay in bed never really sound asleep I'm planting seed out of all these broken trees Helping those in need Or so it seems Most of the time I'm looking for is in front of me Selfish things, my restless sleep trying new things I still cant seem to break from my routine As history repeating As history repeating Same crew, same vibe, we save lives But I think we all got things that That we ain't really proud of But who's really listening But who's really listening I think we all got things that That we ain't really proud of But who's really listening We got each other and that's all that really matters 5'10 that's where my head be Undisclosed location what's ahead of me Demons really tryna get the best of me I just want my mom to see the best in me But we all got things Ain't that right? We try to see what we don't see at all I lift my head, close my eyes, embrace the fall What you found really wasn't lost at all This the part where I try to make you see it Past the lies and the trauma lets face I trust a God who really wants to change this Self-belief is the cure and its painless Okay. maybe a little, but I've seen miracles They say beauty is pain, couldn't agree more Cause when you silent for too long, know its worth more To say what's on your heart no matter what's the worst form Better to tell the truth all day, than to lie say you okay Better to have a conversation, than to find you ran away Best to try again someday, than me pull up to your grave I think we all got things that That we ain't really proud of But who's really listening But who's really listening I think we all got things that That we ain't really proud of But who's really listening We got each other and that's all that really matters