Drinking About You

No one's gonna love you like I do I can't stop drinking about you I gotta numb all of the pain I can't stop drinking about you Without you I ain't the same I can't stop drinking about you I gotta numb all of the pain I can't stop drinking about you Without you I ain't the same You wouldn't believe You never could see My potential in everything I saw in me Why couldn't you be the girl just for me? But instead you she was fucking with multiple thieves You never gave me a reason On why you were cheating You left me so heated You never so leaded You acted like you were an over achievement And now I'm repeating the play Laid in my bed when I feel alone And you're crossing my head You ripped me apart Now a part of me is dead I still think of shit that I wished that I'd said Here to digress, and let it digest Continue to keep everything repressed And let it compress until I'm depressed And I snap on a track, and put in a rap All the things I confess, and I swear You had it set You weren't right so I got up and left You poured the poison I swallowed, regret I couldn't expect it from you When you lack self-respect And just know, I really hate it You set it up, impossible to save it I never liked my name 'til I heard you say it My love took a toll now it's time to go pay it I'm paying my dues, drunk in a club so numb Assortments of smoke circulating my lungs Killing my brain cells 'til I go dumb This shit gets old but I'm still so young Now where to go, now what to do? Anything to stop me from thinking of you I'm grabbing a case, take it straight to the face Then I'm hitting this vape and forgetting the truth I can't stop drinking about you I gotta numb all the pain I can't stop drinking about you Without you I ain't the same I can't stop drinking about you I gotta numb all the pain I can't stop drinking about you Without you I ain't the same All of the pain, all of the hurt All of the change, all of the work I thought I could keep it to myself But honestly I'ma put it in a verse I put you first, you put me second What I deserved wasn't a message Saying that, Ryan, I'm sorry, I cheated again And I'd lie if I said that I wasn't expecting it The wreckage you left, it was permanent We couldn't make it through the turbulence These other girls give me encouragement But now, I do not believe in the permanence What do I do? 'Cause I can't feel I can't sit down 'cause I can't stand still I'm worried that every person that comes into my life Will be fake when I thought they were real Ain't got no trust, everyone lies Patiently waiting to see a demise They would rather see me fall than to go get it all But at least I went out and I tried What's on your mind, when you listen to these tracks Do you think it's funny I think I can rap? Do you ever stop and regret what has passed? Do you think that if you were loyal we'd last? Well now, that it's all over bitch I'm moving on I said it When I said I fucking hate you Girl, I hope you know I meant it 'Cause the only thing you ever did Was make me look pathetic Now it's up to me to make it To make sure that you regret it I can't stop drinking about you I gotta numb all the pain I can't stop drinking about you Without you I ain't the same I can't stop drinking about you I gotta numb all the pain I can't stop drinking about you Without you I ain't the same No one's gonna love you like I do (I do) No one's gonna care like I do (I do)