Chelsea Smile

I've got a secret It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs And I'm gonna keep it I know something you don't know It sits in silence, eats away at me It feeds like cancer, this guilt could fill a fucking sea Pulling teeth, wolves at my door Now falling and failing is all I know This disease is getting worse I counted my blessings, now I'll count this curse The only thing I really know, I can't sleep at night I'm buried and breathing in regret, yeah The only thing I really know, I can't sleep at night I'm buried and breathing in regret I've got a secret It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs And I'm gonna keep it I know something you don't know I've got a secret It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs And I'm gonna keep it I know something you don't know I may look happy, but honestly, dear The only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear I see the vultures, they watch me bleed They lick their lips, as all my shame spills out of me Repent, repent, the end is nigh Repent, repent, we're all gonna die Repent, repent, these secrets will kill us So get on your knees and pray for Repent, repent, the end is nigh Repent, repent, we're all gonna die Repent, repent, these secrets will kill us So get on your knees and pray for forgiveness We all carry these things inside that no one else can see They hold us down like anchors, they drown us out at sea I look up to the sky, there may be nothing there to see But if I don't believe in him, why would he believe in me? Why would he believe in me? Why would he believe in me? Why would he believe in me? Why would he believe in me? I've got a secret It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs And I'm gonna keep it I know something you don't know I've got a secret It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs And I'm gonna keep it I know something you will never know You will never know I know something you don't know