Who I Want to Be

I should probably go to sleep, but I'm counting up regrets And all the times you should've left Honestly, I can't believe you stayed with me when you did You deserve the best and I know I've been careless with your love And your time, and your patience, but your grace is The one thing that kept me from giving up every time Baby, you're the reason why I'm battling my demons, running to the light I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride The moments I was weakest, and how I'll be defined I'm tryna be a better man, it's taking me some time But I'm on my way Tryna close the space between who I am today And who I, who I wanna be Started leaning on my faith 'stead of leaning on the bottle Drowning in the sorrow Started owning my mistakes instead of living in denial Always waiting for tomorrow I know I've been careless with your love You can trust, I'm changing it for us I'm battling my demons, running to the light I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride The moments I was weakest, and how I'll be defined I'm tryna be a better man, and it's taking me some time But I'm on my way Tryna close the space between who I am today And who I, who I wanna be I'm battling my demons, running to the light I'm tasting my own medicine, I'm swallowing my pride The moments I was weakest, and how I'll be defined I'm tryna be a better man, and it's taking me some time But I'm on my way Tryna close the space between who I am today And who I, who I wanna be