Vanishing Act

You put a doubt in my head that we would always talk about I never felt you wanted me around You turned this whole thing upside down I don't think I wanna work it out It's been so long since the start (You were so close to my heart) Now I'm not quite sure where we are (You've grown so far) I wanna live free or die I want my chance to see the light But I've gotta fight my way out of the dark You put a song in my head that we could never talk about So instead you're holding out on me This is your last chance to make amends We'll ask for forgiveness and shake these idle hands I don't understand I wanna live free or die I want my chance to see the light But I've gotta fight my way out of the dark And you know But you won't And I swear that I will (I always will) And now we're on our own again This isn't how it was meant to be I thought I could call you a friend But now you're just a memory You're dead to me I'm not afraid I'm gonna be something I wanna live free or die I want my chance to see the light But I gotta fight my way out of the dark And you know But you won't And I swear that I will Did you ever think if we just took the time to stop We could sit and talk about the things we really wanted? But now you're gone