How I long for better days
I just wanna feel something
My perfect visions gone astray
I say just one more time
But I know it's all a lie
Cause I can't go one day without you in my life
I've tried so many ways
It ends the same every time
Lost myself along the way
My will is broken
Suffocated by the times I have failed
I always fail
I never know what to do
I feel so used
I know, I'm such a joke to you
And my fucking mind is gone
I'm so forlorn
I'll never be the same
And I feel so abused
Your clever ruse
Has shackled me again
I've had enough
And I'm so fucked up
Why am I always scared of change
So drained from you
How I hate you
I can't contain this rage
The darkest thoughts consume my mind
The crows still there watching all the time
I've had enough
And I'm so fucked up
Why am I always scared of change
So drained from you
How I hate you
I can't contain this rage
And I've had enough
And I'm so fucked up
I'm always scared of change
And so drained from you
How I hate you
I can't contain this rage
