Who Am I

Who am I I'm still Trapped in life I don't seem to get it Make peace With all the regrets that I have in my mind Falling down And now I'm slipping Out of this rabbit hole that I've confined myself to Pray for control Lost in my soul Never asked for help Because I'm anti social Playing my head With things that I've said Hope these are lies that are stuck in my head When my heart stops beating After I take the final breath Tell me I've left some meaning Cause I feel I might be leaving soon Say that you'll stay Say you care Say anything Save my life tonight All the lies and feeling that are in my brain You should have seen this coming Feeling so estranged With every lie and mishappening All of the tragedies It was all so plain to see Pray for control Lost in my soul Never asked for help cause I'm anti social Playing my head With things that I've said Hope these are lies that are stuck in my head You will never know All that I've been through Can only make me stronger Who am I to survive Who am I to survive Who am I to survive in this fucked up world I've been through hell A false life When my heart stops beating After I take the final breath Tell me I've left some meaning Cause I feel I might be leaving soon I've tried to stand for something But love died in that old empty room Since then I can't feel anything Maybe I'll see you someday soon Say that you'll stay Say you care Say anything Save my life tonight Cause no one knows How much I can take Just need you to say Memories we've made Have left some meaning Just say anything Always felt so alone And it seems that this game isn't fun to play So trapped in my head I'm feeling so deranged One day in my shoes I bet you run away I don't think you get Now I keep on thinking This will never get better Makes sense to Keep on writing these letters It's happening it world wide Gotta keep these demons at bay Cause at the end of the day You're the only one That could have made me stay When your heart stopped beating I swear my heart stopped beating too Where's the purpose to meaning When I lost my grip on you When your heart stopped beating And you took your final breath