Book Smart

Music turned me into who I am today At the same time I would throw it all away I don't feel good, but I can't explain Is it worth it? It's hard to say Is it worth it? If my heart it breaks I'm not perfect I'm far away Sometimes I wish I could start again When I see people that's half my age I guess that it's part of the game I don't know it's hard to say I'm nearly 30 shit Maybe I should quit Maybe I should not do this (why?) I feel embarrassed when I meet new people They ask what my job is and I say that I spit I don't know why It's just what it is I don't know why but it's just what I think B said is this your car when I met him And it made me feel good just for a second 'Cause I gotta make p My best friend Robbed me, I still blame me It's the only way that I know how to see I hope that he ends up pain free I do get why, I get why you did it I think I just did wish that you didn't It's just another lyric It's just another lyric for the minute And I wonder if you ever wonder too I'm under pressure Are you under too? Where are my heads at? Can't see you anymore You get that What I gotta do for you is let go What I gotta do for me is step back I paint the wall in my bedroom green 'Cause it's late and I still can't sleep Go station café for the grease And tell Mr I don't wanna have beans Grown up now I don't wanna have beef But last summer about 3.15 Shoreham Tesco the one near me Had fruit and all of the veg squashed clean Everything happens for another reason Happy New Year and season's greetings Didn't go out but for another reason And no trophy for another season Got a trophy wife at home sleeping Headline show and saw Mr Steven's Not book smart had smarter feelings More success than all of the teachers And I wonder if you ever wonder too I'm under pressure Are you under too? Where are my heads at? Can't see you anymore You get that What I gotta do for you is let go What I gotta do for me is step back