If You Want Me To

All the love turns to hate

I watch as we fade away

I close my eyes but I’m still awake

I try to run but I can’t escape

Burn it down, incinerate

Everything we’ve ever made

I’m not sure how much more I can take

I lie alone where we used to lay

But I think you knew

You could still come by if you wanted to

And we could fuck all night like we used to do

I can tell that you’re missing me too

What the hell do you want me to do?

I’ll be me, and baby you can be you

But I’ll still come love you if you want me to

Cigarettes, alcohol

10 more texts and 3 missed calls

The writing was there right on the wall

I try but you just don’t care at all

Winter spring, summer fall

Every season, cold and raw

Down on my knees you’re making me crawl

How’d I get here, it’s hard to recall

But you know it’s true

That despite everything you put me through

All the lies and the fucked up shit you do

I can tell that you’re missing me too

What the hell do you want me to do?

I’ll be me, and baby you can be you

But I’ll still come love you if you want me to

And honestly it’s hard for me

To see you, makes it hard to breathe

I wonder if you’ll ever be

The way you were inside my dreams

Tryna fuck you right now, I ain’t keeping it clean

I’ma leave you piped down, get you out of them jeans

All the words from your mouth, I don’t know what they mean

Baby can we find out, if it’s still meant to be?