Misery Scene

I turned my life into a misery scene I wanted you to feel the hurt just like me Revel in pain because it's so damn easy And harder to be happier than dwell with all the apathy inside I glorified a heart that yearned Only sadness sang And it was all i heard I felt my sorrow was deserved I thought my life had passed Before the page had turned Pen to the paper and each word was so bleak (when I chose agony) I turned my life into a misery scene I wanted you to feel the hurt just like me Revel in pain because it's so damn easy And harder to be happier than dwell with all the apathy inside It took me years to finally learn That the hurt I have is just the hurt I've earned Chasing euphorias return Numbing all the pain I couldn't feel the burn Swore that the torment was what made me unique (so I chose agony) I turned my life into a misery scene I wanted you to feel the hurt just like me Revel in pain because it's so damn easy And harder to be happier than dwell with all the apathy inside Misery scene When can I break this fuckin hold on me? Misery scene So sick of all the apathy I turned my life into a misery scene I wanted you to feel the hurt just like me Revel in pain because it's so damn easy And harder to be happier than dwell with all the apathy inside Misery scene (I turned my life into a misery scene) When can I break this fuckin hold on me? Misery scene (Revel in pain because it's so damn easy) So sick of all the apathy inside