sad child

Always on the run I was shooting at the sun But somehow I missed it I'm at my limit Now I'm sitting here In the cold bundled up How did I break my heart? When did I fuck it up? Who I am isn't who I want to be But in the end It's up to me I don't wanna be a sad child Don't wanna cry Oh I hate to be alone At the end of the night I don't wanna sing sad songs I didn't write Now let me turn around Get a hold of my life I don't wanna be a sad child Don't wanna cry For way too long I've been living a lie You see me smile But I'm feeling low But now's the time To let it go To let it go I'm trying to open up So that you can build me up But all I ever get Is a don't be sad Who I am isn't who I want to be But in the end It's up to me I don't wanna be a sad child Don't wanna cry Oh I hate to be alone At the end of the night I don't wanna sing sad songs I didn't write Now let me turn around Get a hold of my life I don't wanna be a sad child Don't wanna cry For way too long I've been living a lie You see me smile But I'm feeling low But now's the time To let it go I don't wanna be a sad child Oh I hate to be alone I don't wanna sing sad songs Now let me turn around Get a hold of my life I don't wanna be a sad child Don't wanna cry For way too long I've been living a lie You see me smile But I'm feeling low But now's the time To let it go To let it go