Manage

Got to pay the price but I’m scared to pay it with my life so I rather pay it with my sorrow and try again tomorrow

You can never say I’m hollow, these emotions keep me thorough

Wonder about myself like I don’t know, it’s probably how I even got this far, and what’s fair is that I’m still breathing and I can still sleep and I still have my reasons why I am still briefing with these demons beneath me

They tease me and they won’t let me go cause they need me, they bleed me, they tell me so

I’m out here tryna manage my energy, if that fails I forget what I’m meant to be

or what to do, change my focus to misery

I reach for a mental ease, lord knows I want to be free

But he said I need to take the lead but I can’t do that without a fee

This life got so damn expensive, only thing I can afford is these excuses

Only thing I can’t avoid I can’t make sense of

I’ve been living in a void, it gets confusing and I can’t be bothered or get defensive cause the boy done got used to this shit, yeah

I’m out here tryna manage my energy, if that fails I forget what I’m meant to be

or what to do, change my focus to misery

I reach for a mental ease, lord knows I want to be free

I’m out here tryna manage my energy, if that fails I forget what I’m meant to be

or what to do, change my focus to misery

I reach for a mental ease, lord knows I want to be free