I Don't Have The Heart

We spoke for hours in that back room I've never said that many words in my life It was a catch-up, attached to The people we used to be like You keep a lot of me with you Hanging on to the flowers when the petals go dry But you've been staring at the rearview And missing all the green lights The answer is not in me Do not dance around the truth I know just what you're thinking But it can't give that to you I don't have the heart I don't have the stomach The energy to dust you off To get you up and running I don't have the heart To tell you I'm not going When you're tugging all the parts of me That you're still good at knowing I don't have the ways to make ends meet Their actual ending, I always extend them And with the way you look at me I'm scared it's gonna happen again I'll keep a lot of you with me Hanging on to your humor and regretting your sins Why does this feel like the upbeat Waiting to fall into a groove again? The answer is not in you That is something that I'm sure And you must stay a place that I don't Frequent anymore I don't have the heart I don't have the stomach The energy to dust you off To get you up and running I don't have the heart To tell you I'm not going When you're testing all the parts of me That you're still good at knowing Wake the fuck up (I know) Here you are, toeing the line again And weaseling your way back in And I'm stuck Between you and a wall (between you and a wall) Looking through the door I don't have the heart I don't have the stomach The energy to dust you off To get you up and running I don't have the heart To tell you I'm not going When you're twisting all the parts of me That you're still good at knowing I don't have the heart Heart No, I don't I don't have the heart