deathwish

What's the deal yeah It's been 25 years And I still ain't got a clue How to feel yeah And what's it take Just to feel okay? Okay 'cus Nothing really helps this depression The only one to blame is my reflection This some real post death shit And I don't need a chain Got a noose as my necklace Doctor said I got some issues Yeah a deathwish Am I the only one that's feeling fucking helpless? I heard they all love you when you die Is that the reason I don't wanna be alive? Message Baby I can hear you calling what's your message 'Cus to be honest I don't think that you could help this But you 'gon love me when I die And that's the reason I don't wanna be alive I spoke to god He told me go to fucking hell I know I got A lot but I can't love myself I know I changed It's hard for me to act the same I'll take the blame And go back 2017 All my homies went ghost That's why it's a black rose I can't help but feel alone All my life I'm so cold That's why you don't get close I can't help but feel alone Nothing really helps this depression The only to blame is my reflection This some real post death shit And I don't need a chain Got a noose as my necklace Doctor said I got some issues Yeah a deathwish Am I the only one that's feeling fucking helpless? I heard they all love you when you die Is that the reason I don't wanna be alive? Message, baby I can hear you calling what's your message? 'Cus to be honest I don't think that you could help this But you 'gon love me when I die And that's the reason I don't wanna be alive Got a deathwish, deathwish No I don't need a necklace, deathwish Got a deathwish, deathwish No I don't need a necklace, deathwish