Pillow Scream

Came here in my funeral clothes Wondering should I stay or should I go I know which way I'm leaning When I'm saying yes I'm really thinking no When did I become so eager Such a people pleaser Wonder if you see My feelings bury themselves deeper Pillow scream I just want to be Myself again Drop my guard and spill the truth Think I've never seen you look so mad Readjusted points points of view Spinelessly I try to take them back When did I become so eager Such a people pleaser Wonder if you see My feelings bury themselves deeper Pillow scream I just want to be Myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again When did I become so eager Such a people pleaser Wonder if you see My feelings bury themselves deeper Pillow scream I just want to be Myself again Myself again Myself again