All Or None

Deep in this like a taproot Digging down looking for life Here for the source of my energy The source of the light I've stayed the course with the synergy No forcing the vibe And I've of course made this out to be my course do or die It's never ending So drained from just pretending I'm fine Stuck wasting hours of my days participating in lies But no more waiting, it's time I really can't fake what is mine I've made my mistakes in a darker time Gotta see what it takes if I want to survive You struck with no warning Then chose to ignore me I don't want to let this thing go So I'll double down On myself and I'll Do this alone I tell myself This is not an option It's all or none Now everyone I trusted Has come and gone But this is nothing new So I'll keep pushing through For me Held down by my own Thoughts here and I know I can never just reach out for your help here and I go Off on my own branches see how brittle that they have grown So I look inside for the answers see I am not alone See I know the way out And it's all up to me Put in the energy ready to show them I know this is all I can be And I cannot fade out It's all or none Know that I cannot be cautious I cannot be stopped and it's all I've become You struck with no warning Then chose to ignore me I don't want to let this thing go So I'll double down On myself and I'll Do this alone I tell myself This is not an option It's all or none Now everyone I trusted Has come and gone But this is nothing new So I'll keep pushing through For me I tell myself This is not an option It's all or none Now everyone I trusted Has come and gone But this is nothing new So I'll keep pushing through For me I had to learn how to trust myself When I could depend on nobody else But I've come a long long way From who I was that day By talking to my Higher Self Break my bones Set me free I am not an option I'm all or none And those who disagree have Come and gone I tell myself This is not an option It's all or none Now everyone I trusted Has come and gone But this is nothing new So I'll keep pushing through For me This is not an option Break my bones set me free This is not an option Break my bones set me free This is not an option Break my bones set me free This is not an option Break my bones set me free