Do I Die?

Woke up in the night with the lights and the TV on

Think we had a fight, don't know why, but I know you're gone

Begging like a child oh I'd do anything to feel loved

Somebody believe in me I've got nothing else to fall back on

Maybe I'm just crazy, I'm not the only one

Maybe I can't have this 'cause I want it too much

Maybe I'm deluded, am I fooling anyone?

Tell me what the truth is, do I die before I'm done?

Read the stars, read the cards, read the palm of my hand

I've been scarred, I've been starved, I've been broken and scammed

Gave you all I could, was it good, I don't understand

Somebody believe in me, none of this was ever the plan

Maybe I'm just crazy, I'm not the only one

Maybe I can't have this 'cause I want it too much

Maybe I'm deluded, am I fooling anyone?

Tell me what the truth is, do I die before I'm done?

I have to know how this goes 'cause it's killing me

Is it a test? I'm obsessed, what d'you want from me?

Hungry for validation don't ever stop feeding me

Why do I feel like we're at war and I'm the enemy?

Maybe I'm just crazy, I'm not the only one

Maybe I can't have this 'cause I want it too much

Maybe I'm deluded, am I fooling anyone?

Tell me what the truth is, do I die before I'm done?