Breakup Songs

I wish I could forgive you

Better yet that I didn't need to

Don't you wanna try?

I think about the first time

If I could do it all over I would

Have stayed in that night

I should call and ask you whether

We could write breakup songs together

To help me see

The trajectory of my recovery

I'm either stuck at rock bottom or underneath

I wish I could forgive myself

Or better yet that my mental health would

Even put up a fight

I think about the next time

I'm getting worried I

Can't get it right

Ever since we've been apart

Getting out of bed is getting harder

And I can't see

The trajectory of my recovery

I'm either stuck at rock bottom or underneath

I can't control the way I heal feel or bleed

Cause healing isn't the lips it's the teeth

As much as I wish you could

Take it from me even if you would

That isn't how this goes

I gotta get on down that road

And do it on my own

I may not know where it leads but eventually

The trajectory of my recovery

Will either stick at rock bottom or underneath

I should go but I don't wanna leave

The trajectory of my recovery

I'm either stuck at rock bottom or underneath

I can't control the way I heal feel or bleed

Cause healing isn't train tracks it's a trapeze