Ayy, ayy, ayy

One for the wolf I sleep

Two for the words I speak

Three for three for the flames, man

One for the wolf I sleep

Two for the words I speak

Three for three for the flames and heat, can't handle myself

I plead, wanna die, can't cry, can't sleep, ayy

Ayy, one for the wolf I sleep

Two for the words I speak

Three for the flames and heat, can't handle myself

I plead, wanna die, can't cry, can't sleep, ayy

For the tears, not coming no more

I sleep, bleed for the words, I sleep

Ayy, yeah, ayy, uh

Ayy, yeah, ayy, uh

Ayy, yeah, ayy

One for the wolf I sleep

Two for the words I speak

Three for three for the flames in heat, can't handle myself

I plead wanna die, can't cry, can't see

For the tears, not coming no more

I'm weak in stomach these knots twisted

Yet I fiend for a fix

Next hit, devil at my feet

Know I'm in too deep with the blade cutting up my seams

Bell overload, no more running the depths

I go further you go, it's the way that I know, I'm alone

But okay with dysfunction destruction

Symbolic to be what I couldn't proceed

Goes the outcome of my own assumptions

How many times we gon' fight over nothing?

Tell me I'm wrong and I'll say I agree

I don't hate for no reason

Just high got me low, steady puffing

Internal struggles, I fight with my health

When I spoke with the reaper, he told me, "Be well"

Told me he'd see me later, and went back to hell

Sent me back up to Earth with the cast up a spell

When I woke from my sleep, I ain't know how it felt

Then I stood to my feet and I broke down and fell

No, I can't even eat, I'm so sick of myself

And I just want to be six feet deep, ring the bells, like

Hey, ayy, do you know what it's like just to wanna kill yourself? Like

Huh, I don't even wanna be me

I can't even prove myself, like, fuck that

I don't even really wanna breathe

I can see that it's me fuckin' with my own shelf light

Hell might be the only way I get a lifeline

Med flights, take away the pain and let me just die

All of these people, they sayin' these things, when I get on the track, I spit all of my pain

All of my grievers get thousands of plays

'Long as I'm getting paid, what else more can I say?

I'm fucked up every minute of the motherfucking day

Just tryna get away from everything and lay inside my grave

Working really hard, but to my brain, I am a slave

I feel imprisoned, I can't find a way to break away the chains

Now I just want to die if we're being honest, and I just been too high, no, I can't sleep

And if I cannot sleep, I guess I can't dream

It's beating me, I'm weak and so exhausted, like

I just want to die if we're being honest, and I just been too high, no I can't sleep

And if I cannot sleep, I guess I can't dream

It's beating me, I'm weak and so exhausted, like, fuck