Mirrors

everyday at home i'm stuck in my head

a party of one while i'm alone in my bed

overthinking all the things that i say

and wishing i could get away

unemotive yeah i'm well sedated

my self loathing keeps me dressed in hatred i know

they're just mirrors that my mind created

reflections i manipulated

wish that i was somebody else

maybe then you wouldn't have gone

and left me here for somebody else

i'm stuck and i don't feel like enough

i don't wanna hear that you miss me right now

the girl that you loved and then left me to drown

and i'm over all the reasons why you keep fucking leaving me

overused excuses that you think i'm believing

unemotive yeah i'm well sedated

my self loathing keeps me dressed in hatred i know

they're just mirrors that my mind created

reflections i manipulated

wish that i was somebody else

maybe then you wouldn't have gone

and left me here for somebody else

i'm stuck and i don't feel like enough

i know you don't want me now

i know you don't love me now

i know you got somebody else

somebody else

somebody else

wish that i was somebody else

maybe then you wouldn't have gone

and left me here for somebody else

i'm stuck and i don't feel like enoug