Rain

I'm just a chill ****

No bell and whistle just my thoughts and how I feel, ****

They push agenda im too dark like I'm a field ****

Ancestors singing in my soul, I'm a real ****

Ain't hard to deal with em, you might get killed with em

I know the doubt and insecurity I live with em

I hug em tight and tell them daily I'ma heal with em

Ain't no denying any pain, cause this the shit that taught me how to dance in the rain

This all for the game, said that when I was just a kid

Ain't know what I was talking bout but fuck it here it is

I got my bachelors in writing tryna make it big

Realized my goal was really marriage and a couple kids

So I found my way it just look different than I thought it would

Took care of family turned my music into firewood

I lost my balance watching **** who was kinda good

Like "dad was army family ghetto so I'm kinda hood..."

But that ain't my inclination, I learned it puts a different kind of fear into em when you patient

I learned from road trips when my dad changed stations

Either you gone adapt or you gone always be complaining

I feel the way they feel, but I just stepped away from letting feelings take the wheel

I'm mourning what I lost and holding on to what is real

My homie hit me up and he be asking what the deal

I'm tryna chill, ****

No bell and whistle just my thoughts and how I feel, ****

They push agenda im too dark like I'm a field ****

Ancestors singing in my soul, I'm a real ****

Ain't hard to deal with em, you might get killed with em

I know the doubt and insecurity I live with em

I hug em tight and tell them daily I'ma heal with em

Ain't no denying any pain, cause this the shit that taught me how to dance in the rain...