How Can It Be

I can wake up each day

Pray by your side

But I keep coursing and torturing

Aching at night

I can feel it in my face

The tears that have dried

And they keep coming and calling

Your name in each one

Cold in the womb

The walls are breaking in

And the pressure is bubbling

The faking of my dramatic scene

You can still see the halls

I'm stuck six feet deep

And I can't breath at all when I'm alone

Let me drown while you hold my feet

How can it be

That I keep forgetting

Who I used to be?

So far but close inside

In my heart

I'm the same human being

I am hugging the streets

That kept me clean

From society I'm greatful here

Alone in this fever dream

And I'm walking back home

A change in my reality

Because I am here

You are me

We coexist in beauty

Cold in the womb

The walls are breaking in

And the pressure is bubbling

The faking of my dramatic scene

You can still see the halls

I'm stuck six feet deep

And I can't breath at all when I'm alone

Let me drown while you hold my feet

How can it be

That I keep forgetting

Who I used to be?

So far but close inside

In my heart

I'm the same human being