Unending Waves

I have memories clouded by sorrow Of a time in life when blood ran through my veins But these walls keep closing, suffocating Now I'm trapped beneath the weight of my own loss In the company of my misery I gasp for air only to drown again Unending waves of memories Life's only gift bestowed to me Regret Every moment marks a breaking of my heart Now I'm left alone with this ghost that I've become For years, I've built this monument of pain I must find a way to never feel again To never feel again I made the mistake of wanting Something real and I saw it die I paid the price for thinking It was true when it was all a lie I have memories clouded by sorrow Of a time in life when blood ran through my veins But these walls keep closing, suffocating Now I'm trapped beneath this weight of my own loss In the company of my misery I gasp for air only to drown again Unending waves of memories Life's only gift bestowed to me Regret Every moment marks a breaking of my heart Now I'm left alone with this ghost that I've become For years, I've built this monument of pain I must find a way to never feel again To never feel again