Evidence of Angels

I'll never be I'll never be I'll never be ... Never made a promise you didn't keep And never said a damn you didn't mean Is it the white washed walls Is it the drugs they're giving me Or is it really so serene Making peace with this ultimatum end Even if you need I can't stop to pretend That I'm sure of anything I'm terrified What do I believe It's now or never Decide I need to know Before I go Heaven or Hell Who gets to decide Intentions mean nothing without consequence to guide I don't want to say farewell Before I say goodbye Would you stay by my side Be with me here until I can fly. ... I've never seen Evidence of angels surrounding me I've never seen a damned thing either, see It isn't make believe This just can't be all there is to see Making peace with this lack of understanding You'll get your turn Don't be so demanding The answers are always at the end I can say with some certainty. I understand I need to know Before I go Heaven or Hell Who gets to decide Intentions mean nothing without consequence to guide I don't want to say farewell Before I say goodbye Would you stay by my side Be with me here until I can fly Fly on my own Choose your words carefully (I'm not your enemy) I'm not your enemy I never was I'll never be (I'll never be) This self inflicted misery (I'm not your enemy) It's got nothing at all to do with me Weathered hearts withering Drawn on paper sleeves I'll never be I'll never be I'll never be I'm not your enemy ... I need to know Before I go Heaven or Hell Who gets to decide Intentions mean nothing without consequence to guide Before I bid you farewell I put you through hell God knows I never tried Would you stay by my side Please stay with me until I...