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I know why I ain't been myself lately

I've been feelin' like someone else lately

It's pro'ly this empty Colt .45

Just numbing the pain inside

'Cause truthfully I ain't felt lately

I'm still a sinner, I'm losin' myself, I need a sign

I needed space, I needed love, I needed time

And I never understood how you could treat me so heartless

Until I realized that you just needed mine

That's what I mean by, "Lovin' you never helps"

'Cause I just can't decide between lovin' you or myself

I just pushed away 'cause I drew a line and you crossed it

Crossin' out my x's and exin' out all my losses

I know what it's like to lose somebody you love

I know what it's like to lose yourself to the drugs

I know what it's like to have to let go

Of someone 'cause they hurt you so bad

That you're not the person you was

They won't ever feel what I feel

In a world so fake, I just need something that's real

I've been dyin' to live, the devil shootin' to kill

I just can't help but wonder if you think of me still

See, I've been losin' my mind

I've been losin' everybody I believed in

Anxiety is suffocatin' me, I'm barely breathin'

I'm copin' with the pain, hopin' that the rain just stops

'Cause it reminds me of the day you said you're leavin'

We always seem to run from those who love us the most

And we never open up because we're scared to get close

We're runnin' from the past and

We numb ourselves hopin' that it lasts

'Cause you left me when I needed you most

I said, we always seem to run from those who love us the most

We never open up because we're scared to get close

We're runnin' from the past and

We numb ourselves hopin' that it lasts

We're just hopin' that it lasts

'Cause I know what it's like to lose a person you love and

I know what it's like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know

Yeah, I know what it's like to lose a person you love and

I know what it's like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know

Yeah, I know what it's like to lose a person you love and