Suffocate

Deep breath, take the dive Don't believe that I'll survive And yet, you could carry on No death, no surprise No divine intervention could Prove you were ever wrong I cry to myself Wonder why you never helped When I needed you the most Came out of my shell Now I'm living through a hell Like I'm stranded on a coast So you dragged me out to sea Hoist the anchor onto me As you let it sink, and I barely blink I'm falling underneath you I don't wanna suffocate, no more I don't wanna hit the ocean floor Pounding in my chest, my very core My heart a safety vest, but then it tore (I don't wanna suffocate, no more) (I don't wanna hit the ocean floor) With a hold on nothing, I'll slip away Face a thousand torrents and roaring rain When it's time to face the hands of fate Know if I fall under, I'll suffocate My back to the wind Just want you to let me in All it takes is an open door Our breath, our sin Can we stop if we begin? It's a pain, that we're wanting more We say we don't mind But we're just passing the time Till we scatter or reform And I know I'm flying blind But it's just simply unkind To be stirring up a storm So you dragged me out to sea Hoist the anchor onto me As you let it sink, and I barely blink I'm falling underneath you I don't wanna suffocate, no more I don't wanna hit the ocean floor Pounding in my chest, my very core My heart a safety vest, but then it tore (I don't wanna suffocate, no more) (I don't wanna hit the ocean floor) With a hold on nothing, I'll slip away Face a thousand torrents and roaring rain When it's time to face the hands of fate Know if I fall under, I'll suffocate I don't wanna suffocate, no more But I've already hit the ocean floor Pounding in my chest, my very core I'll become the eye of my own storm I won't wait to suffocate Cuz I now control the chains Of my own fate