Eventually Silence

When there is eventually silence The suspense is breathing as echoes in the walls It seems it's time to break My footsteps seems to be a red thread Of apathy, been following me ever since Under the illusion of a body armor, there is marks from everyday The distance to the madness undresses the mind Force me to see what my mind. force me to see what I shut off And I can't seem to turn of my mind When there is eventually silence The surface gets hit by frequently portions of rage It seems we're not familiar I fear I'll be wiped out by a big Burst of accumulation when I least expect it My fear is a lasting drizzle of rage Eroding what's left, with no turning back The distance to the madness undresses the mind Force me to see what my mind. force me to see what I shut off And I can't seem to turn of my mind There was no sign of an increasing heart rate So to show my human trait it had to rise eventually It feels unnecessary now Now, now when it's all over