Apathy (feat. Guccihighwaters)

Look in the mirror, all I see is death See the glass fog up with the exhausted final breath I crank the pain so I know how it feels When it's a tragedy, aren't you all so amused? You said I'm apathetic and I've heard that shit before I really tried to care but it just numbs me to the core I really tried to be a confidant I can't ignore I've given up on love, I guess my apathy's a chore I'm so selfish but I swear I'm gonna change I'm well aware of all the bullshit that I say And when you're talking, I just stare up into space Promise I'm listening, I'm just going insane I'm so selfish but I swear I'm gonna change I'm well aware of all the bullshit that I say And when you're talking, I just stare up into space Promise I'm listening, I'm just going insane Look up in the mirror, I just see a ghost And when it shatters in my face, I can never cope It left me broken and bruised She playin' me, but never took a step in my shoes Oh, I'm not worth it, baby, I am selfish I can tell you that, but it never helps it Helpless, insane, I cannot change Helpless, insane, I cannot change I'm so selfish but I swear I'm gonna change I'm well aware of all the bullshit that I say And when you're talking, I just stare up into space Promise I'm listening, I'm just going insane I'm so selfish but I swear I'm gonna change I'm well aware of all the bullshit that I say And when you're talking, I just stare up into space Promise I'm listening, I'm just going insane