Seeds

Dear god If I close my eyes And sleep tonight Will you show me the light? Dear mom I slept in your bed And he wept when he read That I was gone My brother Came into my room When I came to And I thought he was you But the bark around my heart won't peel off As my body slowly rots I'm sorry but I want to be alone I love you but all of my seeds are sewn Your eyes Widened in my dreams And your smile was complete But I am empty I was lost In my hollow nest When she told me That I'd never be happy I remember When she laid in the dark with me And we gave all of the ghosts we could see A name But the bark around my heart won't peel off As my body slowly rots I'm sorry but I want to be alone I love you but all of my seeds are sewn