I'm sinking deeper into oblivion

Where I can slip away from this worlds absolute decay

Wandering

Through a predetermined mirror image of what things should be

Realizing

That this is not reality and I am not who I should be

There are no spirits from up above to lift me up when down on luck

There are no monsters buried below who crave my soul

I can't understand my own mentality

And I can't stand the person I am and what may come of me

But the rest of you are parasites

Leeches and vermin clinging onto life

Sinking deeper into oblivion

I've given in to

My own demons

Wandering

Through a predetermined mirror image of what things should be

Realizing

That this is not reality and I am not who I should be

There are no spirits from up above to lift me up when down on luck

There are no monsters buried below who crave my soul

Restless nights where I've exhausted my sight to be able to register wrong from right

Line after line, pressure began to build as I stared at the priceless ocean view

Feeling is numb

Breathing is shallow

As my pupils begin to narrow

Heartbeat is weak

And with my last request

As I’m engulfed with bliss

I want to hear you scream rest in piss

Wandering

Through a predetermined mirror image of what things should be

Realizing

That this is not reality and I am not who I should be

There are no spirits from up above to lift me up when down on luck

There are no monsters buried below who crave my soul