Paranoid

Never know when someone come and try to take my life

I've been sleepin' with the .45 like every night

In the whip, I pray to God I don't see flashin' lights

Goddamn, they right behind me

And I wake up every day

I wake up every day with this anxiety

And they know where I stay

Got "MALONE" on my plates

And they followin' me

Two hundred bands under the floor of the kitchen

A little more up in the walls and the ceiling

Even family and friends started switchin'

Ever since I got that check, seen 'em itchin'

Eyes open, I see you, I'm watchin' you

More people wanna be you, don't trust no one

Tell me why I can't get no relief (I can't even sleep)

Wonderin' when they'll come for me

A paranoid man makes paranoid plans

I do what I can, but it's out of my hands

Strugglin' just to find my peace

Sometimes feel like I got no friends

Can't trust a soul, like I'm Snowden

Right by the bed, keep it loaded

Lord have mercy if they broke in

I don't ever sleep, yeah, I'm wide awake

If you try to pull up to my place

Beam is gonna hit you a mile away

I promise, one of us gonna die today

Helicopters in the sky

No, he can't escape the eyes

Politicians and the lies

Tell me, what's the point in pickin' sides?

Tell me why I can't get no relief (I can't even sleep)

Wonderin' when they'll come for me

A paranoid man makes paranoid plans

I do what I can, but it's out of my hands

Strugglin' just to find my peace

Aye, mind is runnin' all day

Cost me more than money and I'm payin' the price, yeah

I ain't goin' nowhere

Killin' myself so I can make me a life, yeah

Minute after minute, never had a limit

Woke up every mornin', knew that I just had to get it

Windows always tinted, you ain't lookin' in it

Either way, I know they'll come for me again

Tell me why I can't get no relief (I can't even sleep)

Wonderin' when they'll come for me

A paranoid man makes paranoid plans

I do what I can, but it's out of my hands

Strugglin' just to find my peace