Pity Party

I wish that I was out right now I wish that I was a couple shots down But I can't seem to get off my couch It's scary how Existing sounds I could really use a night for me But I can't afford the company Heads been heavy for what seems like weeks Please set me free anxiety You're invited to my pity party You see me smile but I won't be happy Losing tears here for everybody Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby I know we said that we would go far But nobody's ever claimed these scars You're invited to my pity party You see me smile but I won't be happy I know I've got expensive taste It makes my problems feel ok It's not my fault I'm born this way A messy brain I'm not okay I keep on staring at my phone It helps me feel less alone And these uppers also help me cope It's sad I know that's how it goes You're invited to my pity party You see me smile but I won't be happy Losing tears here for everybody Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby I know I said that we would go far But nobody's ever claimed these scars You're invited to my pity party You see me smile but I won't be happy I'm a sad boy I should probably fix myself In a sad world I'm just asking for a little help Would ya help me out? Will you help me out? You're invited to my pity party You see me smile but I won't be happy Losing tears here for everybody Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby I know I said that we would go far But nobody's ever claimed these scars You're invited to my pity party You see me smile but I won't be happy