Overthinking

I could have just held my tongue

I should have just filled my lungs

Breathe in, breathe out, and repeat

But you know me well

Or at least did as far as I can tell

You should have known better than

Telling me I should have held it together for us

When I'm barely together myself

I'm barely together myself

I'm overthinking everything I say and I do

Just reminds me I don't need you

'Cause there's nothing left for me to hang on to

And if you just kept your word

And listened instead of just heard

Instead of just waiting for your turn to speak

Then you'd know I was weak, but you don't

No wonder reality hurts

No wonder reality hurts

I'm overthinking everything I say and I do

Just reminds me I don't need you

'Cause there's nothing left for me to hang on to

I'm overthinking, and I'm done with feelin' empty

And pretending like you get me

I'm overthinking, I think I'm through

Beating myself black and blue

Beating myself (Beating myself black and blue)

Beating myself black and blue

(Beating myself black and)

I'm overthinking everything I say and I do

Just reminds me I don't need you

'Cause there's nothing left for me to hang on to

I'm overthinking, and I'm done with feelin' empty

And pretending like you get me

I'm overthinking if I'm through

Stop beating myself black and blue

(Beating myself black and blue)

(Beating myself) I'm beating myself black and blue

(Beating myself black and blue)

But it won't make no difference to you