Looking at the Ceiling

You ever feel like you got it all figured out? And then you get hit with sumptn That makes you fee like I don't know who I am, where I am? Or what i'm even doin' Yea Chair leaned back lookin' at the ceiling These the moments in our life that be truly revealin' How you gon' be the the savior? Kill yourself, or kill it? I just speak whats on my mind You don't have to feel it A young rebel, I done told you before I'm staying grounded got my toes on the floor And I just opened the door Fresh in the game got my rookie card printed I just aim, bang, shocked the glocks hittin' Everybody screamin' stop Nope bruh the clocks tickin' So i'm never slowing down, key stuck in the ignition They just wishin' on my down fall They assed out like a down dog You probably gotta google that shit 'cause it sound hard Or you just snooze You loser with your sound off JP on the loose, movement movin' like a ground ball Used to be a student, now i'm makin' mama proud ya'll Used to call me stupid, now the one that they look out for Cause they just scared That i'm gonna be next They never cared, now they cuttin' me checks That's why i'm fucking they ex Haha I heard it marks the spot I'm like findin' buried treasure in the parking lot Cause I be right in front of your eyes, but you ain't see me Cold world, puttin' snow tires on Lamborghinis You got it twisted, like the writer of the Cosby Show Everyday I'm wakin' up the temperature be five below It's like tryna raise the bar wit' a Verizon phone Or Chyna chasin' Rob Oh my god, to think they got a show Body blows from Cassius and I only got a round to go Tryna cook a classic, vision blacking out, I found the floor Wow, waking up and they done took the title belt Tryna stay golden, like i'm Pony Boy or Michael Phelps Down the field i'm open QB choking, So he clowned himself Tryna stay afloat, while losin' hope I should just drown myself Yeah Down in the ocean with Piranhas Everybody bitin' sounds Or they sleeping with pajamas So that's why I'm fightin' now To vacation the Bahamas Layed back on a beach sippin' on Pina Colodas Yeah Sipping on Pina Coladas Haha Dreamin' of Rihanna And I don't mean to sound thirsty But it won't kill me So it damn sure won't hurt me