The Bitch of Living

God, I dreamed there was an angel Who could hear me through the wall As I cried out like in Latin "This is so not life at all" Help me out, out of this nightmare Then I heard her silver call She said, "Just give it time kid I come to one and all" She said, "Give me that hand please And the itch you can't control Let me teach you how to handle All the sadness in your soul Oh we'll work that silver magic Then we'll aim it at the wall" She said, "Love may make you blind kid But I wouldn't mind at all" It's the bitch of living (bitch, just the bitch) Nothing but your hand (just the bitch, yeah) Just the bitch of living As someone you can't stand See, each night it's like fantastic Tossing, turning without rest 'Cause my day's at the piano With my teacher and her breasts And the music's, like, the one thing I can even get all And those breasts, I mean God, please just let those apples fall It's the bitch of living (bitch, ah ah ah) With nothing going on (nothing going on) Just the bitch of living Asking "What went wrong?" Do they think we want this? Oh, who knows? See, there's showering at gym class Bobby Mayler, he's the best Looks so nasty in those khakis God, my whole life's like some test Then there's Marianna Wheelan As if she'd return my calls It's like, just kiss some ass man Then you can screw 'em all (All) It's the bitch of living (It's the bitch of living) And living in your head (In your head) It's the bitch of living And sensing God is dead It's the bitch of living (You watch me, just watch me) And trying to get ahead (I'm calling, and one day) It's the bitch of living Just getting out of bed It's the bitch of living, living (All will know) Getting what you get (All will know) Just the bitch of living And knowing this is it God, is this it? This can't be it Oh God, what a bitch