Ways & Means

Getting too busy to make amends I should try to make it right Are you ready for the shit to hit? I think you say you are, but aren't Doctor make it better instantly And you're the only one who can I've been waiting here my whole damn life And I've forgotten what I wanted Maybe I can do it if I put my back into it I can leave here if I wanted But there's nowhere else that I can go Maybe I won't suffer, if I find a way to love her I'd be lying to myself But there is no way out that I can see If I lied you'd know it instantly So I just had to look away All the honesty I've ever lost I can't begin to even curse I never knew the taste of blood 'til now It's clear I never should've known Breathing fire was never this much fun So there's a dark side in a song Maybe I can do it if I put my back into it I can leave here if I wanted But there's nowhere else I can go Maybe I won't suffer, if I find a way to love her I'd be lying to myself But there is no way out that I can see