Escapist

You're my enigma Why claim another life When you're still ruling A sea of corrupt minds Feed from my weakness I fear my hands are tied Afflicted over and over again This vicious cycle, it eats away The very soul of this person you lead astray Fighting this with every breath I breathe When the smoke fills up my lungs It's so hard, it's just so hard to see what's underneath I lust for strength to just come clean Or bite my tongue and let it bury me I know there's a hell 'Cause you're keeping me here You're keeping me here You're keeping me here Fighting this with every breath I breathe When the smoke fills up my lungs It's so hard, it's just so hard to see what's underneath Fighting this with every breath I breathe When the smoke fills up my lungs It's so hard, it's just so hard to see what's underneath I lust for strength to just come clean Or bite my tongue and let it bury me I lust for strength to just come clean Or bite my tongue and let it bury me (Bury me) I lust for strength to just come clean Or bite my tongue and let it bury me You're my enigma Why claim another life When you're still ruling A sea of corrupt minds Feed from my weakness I fear my hands are tied Afflicted over and over again Fuck I know I could have been a better me I know I could have been a better me