Insane

I'm scared to know what it felt like to feel so whole Perversion of the truth Not the only one walking down these empty halls All these thoughts inside my brain, they keep driving me insane I'm standing outside in the rain, My life is washing down the drain Today may be a new day but the past is just a thought away Go to sleep to escape this place but it still finds me anyway It's the little things, just like today That make me think, make me go away Dreams have all become nightmares The good memories are fading everyday I'm scared to know what it felt like to feel so whole Perversion of the truth Not the only one walking down these empty halls All these things inside my brain, they keep driving me insane I'm standing outside in the rain, my life is washing down the drain I never wanted to die so badly, until I saw nothing in your eyes You were just here a minute ago, now I'm buried in your lies I'm never coming down from this like tears you'll never cry You've shot all the targets down now come and collect your prize With each passing day sinking further into this insanity Improvising in every way just to surpass this profanity I'm drifting further every day sinking into this dark cavity Improvising in every way just to break away from this reality I'm scared to know what it felt like to feel so whole Perversion of the truth Not the only one walking down these empty halls All these thoughts inside my brain, they keep driving me insane I'm standing outside in the rain, My life is washing down the drain