Anxiety (feat. Scott Niswander)

I wish I could say I take it all in stride That despite all the fear I could be mollified But I'm terrified of making any mistake I'm fluent in excuses The truth is I'm a fake I'm young, but I don't feel young, I feel lesser The pressure makes it impossible to process my successes The stress is draining I have no training, no guide I try to hide it But I'm overwhelmed and under qualified... Got a lot on my mind lately Thought the suit and the mask would make me Into the man that they all see... Lotta anxiety... lotta anxiety... My brain is racked Head packed with irrational fears My body's tapped, strapped down by watchful peers Cause from the outside I look lazy, no hustle, static for years They can't make out the muddled mess of a million moving mental gears I'm not slacking, I'm paralyzed Not relaxing, I'm petrified Everything fights for your attention when your senses are magnified It's relentless Nothing ends it Can't vent about this mental bout without having friends quit... Got a lot on my mind lately Thought the suit and the mask would make me Into the man that they all see... Lotta anxiety... anxiety... Sorry to let you down Took too long to decide to do something What am I gonna do now? With great power comes... I don't feel so good... Got a lot on my mind lately Thought the suit and the mask would make me Into the man that they all see... Lotta anxiety... Got a lot on my mind lately Thought the suit and the mask would make me Into the man that they all see... Lotta anxiety... lotta anxiety...