Cheatin'

I been cheatin' on my girl with another one No protection I never used a rubber once No lessons starin' at the summer Sun Burnin' up always down to roll another blunt But the girl I'm with steady lurkin' in the background Like she knows whats up She ain't ever act wild She just wants my love Truth be told she treat me amazing Don't know why I can't reciprocate it Cuz she love me I love her back shits basic Get distracted by the patterns in the matrix We got a bond I'm just tryin to save it Two loves are the problems I'm facing But true love is the constant wasteland of space And dang it to solve it the patience I don't seem to have it, I can't even grasp it Can't stay clean see I'm breathing the blackness Dome so thrown think I'm needin' a bad bitch Couple jack rabbits going savage on the mattress Bet I bust raw like I'm tryna have kids It's fucked up no matter for the laughin' All I feel right now is both of their sadness Can't explain I'm just describing my actions Cheatin' Cheatin' Cheatin' on my girl with Another one Another one Another one Cheatin' See this new one's nice but the old one's true Shit went down that I can't undo They both bring them feelings that the white doves do Really can't decide but fuck it whats new? Thinking to myself like, "huh, yeah, remember that time? Remember that time?" Dagger deep inside your spine you almost flat lined? Hardly seventeen forfeiting at half time Pourin' forty 40's to explore the backside Of the cracked mind that you have hiding Behind locked doors and cracked blinds Under hidden floor boards and back drawers Where you store all the bad times Current catastrophe causing you to casually, backslide Lost grip on reality, rather rapidly But fuck it, thats life Thinkin' back on it though how it came to be My last love left then she came to me I looked life death but she stayed and we Put matters to rest so painlessly It was the place to be and I stayed for weeks Never felt better I'd hate to leave See all of that anger and all of that hatred And all of that pain well she made it peace I was good, living, feeling so free Flyin' like the birds high above the trees With a love like doves pure as can be Got nothin on my mind its her and me But then we met, got introduced Guess what's next, some bud and booze Move to the left its some drug abuse And ooh that sex it was something new When she met you I could tell that she liked it Put her in a tune like hittin' a light switch, Damn like it rough still in love with a nice kid Vision in the tunnel gotta gun it where the light is What she like about you is you insightful Witty quick spitter shootin' a rifle Adventurous to see the journeys all night bro 5 AM and I'm taking the 9th pull Then I had to go so far from home Leave both of em back like why'd I go Glitch in the system like my life typo'd Now it's back to the lab tryna find my zone Gotta spread the love instead of choosin' one Cuz all the sex and drugs has got me losin' Sun So I've said enough it's just useless fun I've been rested up and I'm doin somethin' I'm steppin' up to the new adjustment I bet this love does some cruel destruction They said it does no ruse or bluffin' Rather try and lose than just doin' nothin'