Mood Swing Misery

Drowning in my misery, up to my neck with memories I don't feel like remembering I feel like I'm not growing at all Honestly, I kinda miss the neglect 'Cause nowadays everybody at my head for a check, yuh I got addicted with the feeling of isolation If I die, spit on my grave in hopes I'm not reincarnated 'Cause I'm exhausted and lost in the sauce And I feel like my mind is fading Throw up my set then throw yo shade Tell me how much you hate me Mood swing misery, the ups and downs keep killing me Never thought I'd let you get to me, now I'm falling gradually Mood swing misery, feel like everybody is watching me Can't seem to shake it off of me, pulling all the life from me Mood swing misery, mood swing misery My biggest regret was letting you fall in love with me Everything that I get close to falls apart eventually My destiny is testin' me, my testimony won't let me sleep Time heals all wounds so I've been waitin' patiently 'Cause I'm not Wolverine Told my demons back up off me, but they took control of me Enemies surrounding me, tryna fold me like origami Got me grippin' on my lifesaver Holdin' my breath, hopin' for tomorrow, life ain't for the weak I feel the pain until I'm hollow Mood swing misery, the ups and downs keep killing me Never thought I'd let you get to me, now I'm falling gradually Mood swing misery, feel like everybody is watching me Can't seem to shake it off of me, pulling all the life from me Mood swing misery, mood swing misery Mood swing misery, mood swing misery